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cant. write. thesis. paper.
i've been trying to, i really have, but i only have 2 pages done, and i have nothing left to say. i think thats bad. and while i know i dont have the 10 page minimum some people have, i really dont think i can pass in only two pages. i believe that may be frowned upon.
the shows were amazing. i'm so proud of you all. i can't even describe. to be quite honest, i was kindof worried about them (student directeds always make me nervous) but you pulled it together perfectly. AITT was better than tons of shows i've seen at festival, and OOTI was way better than so many musicals i've seen at other high schools, ones that are like, their big musicals for the year. you all rock.
sorry for crashing your cast party, though. i just have no other friends outside of drama, and staying home would have been depressing. you guys all make me happy.
well, ladies and gentleman, its time for my shstc rant. well, it's not really a rant, because rant has a bad connotation. ok, so here's my shstc ramble. right.
sarah levkoffs entry really got me thinking. there are still so many people in this company who i feel like i dont really know, and that makes me sad. so my goal for the rest of the year is to change that. i dont want to leave and be one of those people who people are like, i'm kindof glad she's gone, she was annoying, or a bitch. that'd be sad. it makes me so happy though to know how much people love the senior class, as a whole. every year we say, oh i cant imagine drama without the seniors! and know people are saying that about us. it makes me so happy. i think we've done an amazing job bringing drama together. the company as a whole has never been as close as it is this year. and next year, if i hear that anyone is being cliquey or elitist, no matter who you are, i will come back and kick you're ass. be warned. i know you're intimidated. teehee. and i expect you to all do the same towards me. as in, if anyone thinks i'm being obnoxious or exclusive, or anything like that (i dont think i am, though. i dont want to be at least) tell me right away. but yes, keep drama a family! and a cult. just because that's fun.
sidenote- i lurve the freshman. they're all the sweetest, cutest people i know.
prelims are in less than 3 weeks. i think i might drop down dead with excitement and nerves. georgi did say you can die because of stress. i'm trying not to get to that point.
costumes still suck. they're just ugly. i, however, am quite proud of myself. i've tackeled all of my most complicated sewing projects with this show. i've successfully made 3 jackets, one with full lining and facing. that's a really big deal for me. but other than that, they are becoming less and less my vision. i think it was a time issue, and a lack of sewers issue. but i had some cool ideas that i just wasn't able to carry out. now theirs just nothing special about them. it's not an issue of getting an award, i got 3 last year. i was content after one, i really dont need another. but i like being proud of them, and i'm just not. they're just so... dull. with an original show, i should have been able to pull off something much more interesting. w/e. too late to be killing myself over them.
prelims, 3 weeks. that needs to be repeated.
ok, time to get back to that paper. muchos love to all.