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fuck. im so angry now for no reason at all. i honestly want to just make everyone feel as miserable as i do. its not just the typical oh i dont feel good. its like my arm is cut off, i feel rotten inside, my head is on fire, and my eyes blew up kinda horrible. but its all in waves... im sure tomorrow ill be back to the quite fuck everyone gets use to. oh quinteh doesnt really give a shit about anything blah blah blah... ehhhhhh fuck you. my car is fucking dirty as fuck. my room is messy like always, my desk is disorgatized. none of my clothes are washed... im not really clean on human standards. but there really is no fucking use to be clean. my smell has made a drastic change. like roses to compost. oh yeah and my roses are dead. everything dies in the summer, its too fucking hot.