cross your eyes

[lomervyn]

i didnt mean to hurt him
i didnt want to cause him pain
but i swore id never lie
NOT TO HIM

so when he asked me if i loved you
i told the truth with a yes
i hoped hed leave it be right there and then
but no he had to know just a wee bit more
do you love him still he prodded
i couldnt speak but lie i didnt dare
so all i could do was nod

i didnt tell him i wish i didnt
i didnt say anything while he sat stirring his coffee
after a few minutes up we went to be on our merry way
its been a week since we last spoke
all the while my heart still pines for you

my coffee drinking friend i miss you dearly
i promised not to call or write
i pray we can still be friends
im sorry but i wont pretend
even if his love i never win