What's the point of this thing again?
ugh, i wanna kick my self in the face every time I remember that I should write in this thing.
I always have these inner thoughts that sound amazing in my head, but I always forget to write them down.
I also feel like I should keep an update on my life on here for my sake, so I can remember all these memories years down the road.
This is why I don't tell any of my friends my journal url, cause it's pointless if I don't write in it.
When I started this one, I figured it would only be for me to see and I won't add anyone, but then I found Desirae and Zahra posted bulletins on myspace to add their journals. I didn't want this to be like my high school lj where all my friends can see the dumb shit I write.
haha, so I'm fine with how it is now, I'm not adding anyone else and ofcoarse no one even knows this thing exsist except for Desirae and Zahra.
It's funny though, I've known Zahra for almost a year now or more, have hung out and partied, have a lot of the same friends, but now she's gone to Michigan :(
And although Desirae and I have NEVER met, we have a lot of the same friends, have been told by others that we look alike, are from FL, others have gotten us confussed, and ever since me and Matt have been talking, he calls me his Pocahontas. Sure enough I think of her every time!
lol :) But now our chances of ever meeting and hanging out are alot more slim since she moved to California :(
One day girl......
Any way, I felt sick today and told Matt I was going to write. I miss him already. We've been hanging out everyday this week since he got back from his random road trip to fl. He's going to the clinic tomorrow to get his ear ache checked out, so I won't be with him tonight :(
I can't wait for tomorrow now. He wants me to write something for him; something pretty that he could use in a song with his new recordings this week. I guess I'll try.....
I always have these inner thoughts that sound amazing in my head, but I always forget to write them down.
I also feel like I should keep an update on my life on here for my sake, so I can remember all these memories years down the road.
This is why I don't tell any of my friends my journal url, cause it's pointless if I don't write in it.
When I started this one, I figured it would only be for me to see and I won't add anyone, but then I found Desirae and Zahra posted bulletins on myspace to add their journals. I didn't want this to be like my high school lj where all my friends can see the dumb shit I write.
haha, so I'm fine with how it is now, I'm not adding anyone else and ofcoarse no one even knows this thing exsist except for Desirae and Zahra.
It's funny though, I've known Zahra for almost a year now or more, have hung out and partied, have a lot of the same friends, but now she's gone to Michigan :(
And although Desirae and I have NEVER met, we have a lot of the same friends, have been told by others that we look alike, are from FL, others have gotten us confussed, and ever since me and Matt have been talking, he calls me his Pocahontas. Sure enough I think of her every time!
lol :) But now our chances of ever meeting and hanging out are alot more slim since she moved to California :(
One day girl......
Any way, I felt sick today and told Matt I was going to write. I miss him already. We've been hanging out everyday this week since he got back from his random road trip to fl. He's going to the clinic tomorrow to get his ear ache checked out, so I won't be with him tonight :(
I can't wait for tomorrow now. He wants me to write something for him; something pretty that he could use in a song with his new recordings this week. I guess I'll try.....