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i feel like i lack a best friend anymore. how fucking sad is that.
i think it's because ive given up trying to get to know and impress anyone. i've decided laying low is the most comfortable thing i can do for myself. i'm too sensitive to mess around.
i've accepted the fact i'm more independent than anyone around me. my feeling of a good time is different than anyone else's.
the people i think are the nicest are ones i don't think i'll ever be able to know extremely well. is it because of me? my personality?
i have a weird thing about being the approachee, not the approacher.
i just need someone 100%.
a boy? maybe. but not necessarily.
it seems like i've been replaced as many people's good friend.
high school is too similar in that i can't be static with the same group of people.
i want to start over again. why won't next year come faster? i can't wait to be on my own for once.
i think it's because ive given up trying to get to know and impress anyone. i've decided laying low is the most comfortable thing i can do for myself. i'm too sensitive to mess around.
i've accepted the fact i'm more independent than anyone around me. my feeling of a good time is different than anyone else's.
the people i think are the nicest are ones i don't think i'll ever be able to know extremely well. is it because of me? my personality?
i have a weird thing about being the approachee, not the approacher.
i just need someone 100%.
a boy? maybe. but not necessarily.
it seems like i've been replaced as many people's good friend.
high school is too similar in that i can't be static with the same group of people.
i want to start over again. why won't next year come faster? i can't wait to be on my own for once.