her heart sunk into her chest

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Two and a half hours ago, the ferry docked on the island, and I realized that this is going to be a lot harder than I imagined.  Alex has become such a tremendous part in my life.  I suppose he has been since we met, but it is so hard to leave him.  I miss his smiles, his hugs and kisses, and laying with my head on his chest.  He is such an incredible person, and it makes me so sad that he doesn't even see it.  We've come upon a lot of really hard times, but we've worked through them.  He really is my everything.  Being away from him is going to be terribly difficult.  My housemates are nice enough, but if work doesn't keep my mind at ease, I might just drive myself crazy with thoughts of the boy I love.

At least I brought books...and this sunshine yellow laptop.