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happy thanksgiving/merry christmas/happy new year. it's been ages, for realzzzz.
my resolution: get in shape. i did intramural basketball, and it made me realize that once upon a time i was in good shape. i miss basketball. kind of. not the first week of practices because those sucked, but everything else.
i think i hate morris. maybe it's just because i'm home now, but i'm afraid i really don't like it. it's small, and i'm dreading going back at the end of break. i know i felt the same way last year this time, and when i got back i was like, whatevs it's chill. but the thing is, i'm not meeting really anyone, and maybe that's my own fault, but i find i don't really have that much interest in going out anywhere. maybe i shouldn't have gone to college right away? i wish americans did a leap year kind of thing like they do in europe. i think i want to stick with political science, but i don't know what i want to do. i would LOVE to work for like national geographic or discovery channel or something. that would be so amazing. working in a museum would be fun too. i don't know. i'm just restless (again!) and want to go places. it's the most frustrating feeling in the world to want bigger things beyond your means. i hate it.
i wish i was brave.
maybe that should be my resolution. or an amendment to my current one. do everything in my power to live a fuller life.
my resolution: get in shape. i did intramural basketball, and it made me realize that once upon a time i was in good shape. i miss basketball. kind of. not the first week of practices because those sucked, but everything else.
i think i hate morris. maybe it's just because i'm home now, but i'm afraid i really don't like it. it's small, and i'm dreading going back at the end of break. i know i felt the same way last year this time, and when i got back i was like, whatevs it's chill. but the thing is, i'm not meeting really anyone, and maybe that's my own fault, but i find i don't really have that much interest in going out anywhere. maybe i shouldn't have gone to college right away? i wish americans did a leap year kind of thing like they do in europe. i think i want to stick with political science, but i don't know what i want to do. i would LOVE to work for like national geographic or discovery channel or something. that would be so amazing. working in a museum would be fun too. i don't know. i'm just restless (again!) and want to go places. it's the most frustrating feeling in the world to want bigger things beyond your means. i hate it.
i wish i was brave.
maybe that should be my resolution. or an amendment to my current one. do everything in my power to live a fuller life.