WHO: Aussie bloke and Latvian lad
WHEN: June the first
WHERE: Apartment 403, Centralia Complex
WHAT: Ages ago, a promise was made. Hours ago, that promise was broken. It's time for a drink, mates.
RATING: D for drinking, despair and drunken endeavors
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Take one down and toss it around- )
His car on the other hand was a whole different case. It couldn't just walk off those scratches, it was beat up, falling apart and dying. Logan was planning to mourn for it's loss the only way he knew how; drowning himself in the sweet amber fluid. But misery loves company and drowning's always fun with another person so Logan was glad to be getting home to a good roomie and great friend to share this night with.
Once he arrived, Logan burst into room 403 and immediately plopped himself down next to Raivis, opened a can of beer he ripped from the package, and planted his feet on the table in front of him, gulping down the liquid in one swift motion. He then patted his chest and belched loudly before turning to Raivis with a wide grin.
"G'day mate. S'hows life?"
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It had him smiling, laughing already, into the lip of his glass, to see the man collapse with such dramatics, downing his drink as though it were a mere thimble of water rather than an entire serving of hard, brewed beer. A warmth settled about Raivis's chest, stirred by the man's ridiculous smirk and the tepid breeze wafting in from the outside.
He'd missed Logan, he really did, and everything about the fellow that had- for a surprisingly long time- been absent. He'd come back from his ordeal to find his roommate in trouble of his own and though they had both clearly wished to console the other over their loses, life seemed to deem it improper for their schedules to collide longer than a 'morning' and occasionally a weary 'goodnight'.
Until, of course, this moment months later.
It took several seconds of blearily blinking at the figure to his side, another swig from his tankard, before Raivis added a shy, "It's been... alright." to his quiet greeting. "H-hectic. Busy. Probably going to get worse soon enough...but then, that's nothing odd, is it?" He sighed lightly. "Everyone, everything's been so strange... so..."
The boy nudged Logan with his elbow. Smiled. "I'm glad you're here." A pause, a short, purposeful clearing of the throat. "Next time, um, when you're on your way home you could c-call and I could meet you halfway, maybe. I just... feel a bit bad about your car and well, I don't have one of my own or I'd offer to have picked you up..."
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"I missed that innocent mug o'yers!" He stopped harassing the boy to grab another beer then let his arm just lazily rest around Raivis's shoulders. "Yer the one I want to be with when drownin' away my sorrows, mate. Now let's get rotten." He took another long swig of his beer, his whole body relaxing as the liquid toxin filled his stomach.
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"M-missed you too," Was murmured into the foam of another drink- acquired with some artful wriggling out from under Logan's arm long enough for a short venture to the kitchen- preceding Raivis's collapsing against Logan with the soft sound of air knocked from his lungs. "I missed this." He gave a slightly sardonic laugh. Not intoxicated, not yet, not even tipsy, but a certain amount of bitterness leaked through with the equally as powerful lull of Trust. "...Peter's not fond of my drinking. Neither is Toris. I think you're the only one I can be honest with like this and it's- it seems funny somehow."
Another gulp for another burst of emotive anguish. "Not trying to be a lush, you know? It's just nice to be able to... relax." The bottle was tapped lightly against Logan's shoulder. "How have you been? Haven't really had the chance to... well, talk to you in a while..."
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"It's the grog, mate. It loosens the lips and makes ya trust the funniest of blokes. But s'harmless if ya do it with the right people. Sorta like when ya when to have a naughty, it'd be safer with a someone ya trust." He wasn't surprised Raivis's fiancé and family were against drinking, that category of people were always the most disapproving. He thought for a moment that perhaps he was being a bad influence, he was encouraging a bad habit.
But it felt relaxing and safe drinking with Raivis and it was something they both needed at the moment. Logan wasn't going to give up a good thing.
"So what I'm tellin' ya is thank ya fer trustin' me! And as fer how I've been..." Logan tried to think of a response but he was a man of the moment and at that moment, he was happy.
"I'm grouse. Right now everythin's fine, I'm not gonna even think about that car! Or that mob of black suits followin' me around...I'm gonna drink my arse off and well-" he turned to Raivis and placed his drink down to place his hands on the man's small shoulders and look at him straight in the eye.
"If anythin's ailing ya, I'll be here fer ya. Ya want to scream and rant, then give it to me, mate! I know how the rellies can get and trust me, I won't judge ya. And if anyone's givin' ya trouble just gimme a call and I'll come runnin' to ya rescue!" He grinned then ruffled his room mates hair again, only because he's too damn adorable, and returned to downing his drink, moving on to the next one.
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"Just be careful." He offered vaguely, setting his glass down, pausing, reconsidering. It was empty when he next set it on the coffee table. "I wish that worked, anyway. H-honestly, it's not really anyone else giving me trouble. It's me that's the problem."
Raivis glanced sideways, reached across his roommate to snag one of his beers with a sheepish grin. "I can throw a punch, but for some reason, Logan, I can't seem to... stop getting into trouble. Stop causing trouble for everyone else. It's... frustrating." The boy bit at the bottle cap, snapped it off and tossed it delicately onto the table by his empty tankard. "And I f-feel like such a... what is it? 'Broken record' lately."
He shook his head vehemently, squeezed his eyes shut and massaged at his temples as he willed the encroaching storm of negativity to go away. "Have you ever felt insecure about something? So much that it keeps haunting you every time you think it's finally gone?"
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But his deep care for Raivis's well being broke through that filter and Logan was made aware of the moments in life where not everything was "ace" and it's not a very "g'day".
So he actually thought on his room mate's question seriously and the first thing that came to mind was his family. Then a certain Kiwi's face popped into the picture unexpectedly and Logan had to shake it away.
"Insecure...well o'course I have. Always insecure when it comes to family..." he trailed off, not sure if he wanted to keep talking about it. It's how he could stay in high spirits all the bloody time.
He just never talked about it.
"But what about you? What's eatin' you, mate? Whatever it is, I won't judge ya."
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The flavor of the name was bittersweet, lingering on his tongue with a cloying, unmanageable aftertaste no amount of gulping seemed to erase.
At a kitchen table in the heart of Riga, Rihard would be divulging on a snack of pickled mushroom and Kvass. In the district of Āgenskalns, Andrejs would likely be watching his peers play futbol while he ate stale pîrâgi, dreaming of the day his aspirations for fame and fortune came to pass. Anya would be working, tirelessly, in the Nouveau districts- Alberta iela- that she loved so dearly.
Eduard was lost, indefinitely, to the masses of Europe and Toris- "Here too. I had an argument with Toris again."
A small sigh was heaved out onto Logan's shoulder. "What can I do? It seems like whenever I try to help or try to apologize... nothing works. It turns the situation around, makes it worse. Is it better to just ignore it then-? Or is there just no way to do this right?"
Raivis's hands trembled. His voice wavered between anger and agony. "Should I have even come to America? If not for you, for Toris, for... for Peter, I should just... go home..."
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