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I find myself staring in a daze. Every waking second, I feel is another second wasted. Another second in which my life slips past me. I'm here- I'm alive. Yet it's only a physical existence, for my mind died a long time ago.
My eyes have been glazed over. You see them move, you watch them blink. They are able to function, there's no life them in them- they're blank.
My mind is void of thought. words. emotion. I hurt, yet I have no feeling- I am numb. There is nothing left of me, there is no one home.
I feel as if my soul has died. The person I used to be has long been forgotten. And along with my heart and soul, my dreams have died too.
As I waste away physically- mentally and emotionally I fade. Disappearing into the depths of darkness, I see no light. I am hopless and weak- no longer have the strength to fight.
I wrote this an hour ago...anyway...Im so glad thanksgiving is coming..i have to get out of here.
My eyes have been glazed over. You see them move, you watch them blink. They are able to function, there's no life them in them- they're blank.
My mind is void of thought. words. emotion. I hurt, yet I have no feeling- I am numb. There is nothing left of me, there is no one home.
I feel as if my soul has died. The person I used to be has long been forgotten. And along with my heart and soul, my dreams have died too.
As I waste away physically- mentally and emotionally I fade. Disappearing into the depths of darkness, I see no light. I am hopless and weak- no longer have the strength to fight.
I wrote this an hour ago...anyway...Im so glad thanksgiving is coming..i have to get out of here.