Could I be too optimistic? Have too many goals for myself I cannot acheive in the lifetime?
Today I checked out of Lamar High School. Everyone was so surprised to see me because I haven't been to school since before the Thanksgiving weekend.
I told the few people I really thought a lot about I would miss them and the only bad thing of leaving that shit hole of a school was the few good memories I had with those friends I cared about.
I Saw Jacob which was my gay friend I ate lunch with and hung out with every day after school. When he saw me the first thing he noticed was my new hair cut and he ran his hands through it fluffed it a little and said "There the just fucked look on you is so sexy!" I was so pleased to see him. We must have hugged about 5 times before I had to leave. I will miss those late afternoon snacks at the coffee shop with my big group of friends, laughing and playing on Westhiemer as the rushing people in there cars had to stop for five and then ten kids to get out of the street. I hated Lamar but I defiantly had SOME good memories.
All my teachers had no choice but to give me a 50 percent grade in all my courses because of all my absences and I am so worried about this. I really really hope I can make up all this time and work I have missed. I'm just glade I will be going back to Elkins, I think they will help me pass this year. If I just pass the year with good grades, get a good job and start saving up money for things I need I will be more than happy for a long long time. TIME+EFFORT=better grades
My mom has been up my ass about everything today, what is the deal with Libra's today? Do they have bugs up their asses? We have been down each others throats all day long. We constantly argue about the dumbest shit. I hope things get better I really do
I told the few people I really thought a lot about I would miss them and the only bad thing of leaving that shit hole of a school was the few good memories I had with those friends I cared about.
I Saw Jacob which was my gay friend I ate lunch with and hung out with every day after school. When he saw me the first thing he noticed was my new hair cut and he ran his hands through it fluffed it a little and said "There the just fucked look on you is so sexy!" I was so pleased to see him. We must have hugged about 5 times before I had to leave. I will miss those late afternoon snacks at the coffee shop with my big group of friends, laughing and playing on Westhiemer as the rushing people in there cars had to stop for five and then ten kids to get out of the street. I hated Lamar but I defiantly had SOME good memories.
All my teachers had no choice but to give me a 50 percent grade in all my courses because of all my absences and I am so worried about this. I really really hope I can make up all this time and work I have missed. I'm just glade I will be going back to Elkins, I think they will help me pass this year. If I just pass the year with good grades, get a good job and start saving up money for things I need I will be more than happy for a long long time. TIME+EFFORT=better grades
My mom has been up my ass about everything today, what is the deal with Libra's today? Do they have bugs up their asses? We have been down each others throats all day long. We constantly argue about the dumbest shit. I hope things get better I really do