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fuck fuck fuck...its been a long time. well if you did not know i go out with this boy charles. and when i say boy i mean boy. he is 15. but thats not important. we have been going out for almost 2 months now but i think i am about to break up with him. and i have a really good reason. not some reason like when i broke up with damien. which i regret. but yeah we never talk...and i mean never. i have not talked to him in almost a week. we never see each other. the only time i would see him is at school and now that he is droping out yeah i am never going to see him. and when we do see each other its like we are just friends. we dont do anything relationship like. i know i sound like such a girl when i say that but i dont give a fuck. i am tired of all the little ass kids. they are pissing me off. and i am tired of all these guys that think they can ust talk to me and get with me. no it does not work that way i dont just get with any guy i see. i have to get to know them first. but yeah i am trying to get with somebody anyways. well i am not trying to get with him i am just trying to find him and talk to him and try and be friends with him. yes its damien. i really want to talk to him but i cant find him everyone else sees him all the time and i never do. i am not looking out for him but i dont ever see him like i used to. it sucks because i really want to talk to him. but yeah i got suspended from school because of some little ass freshmen. and now i dont know when i am going back. i really am getting tired of everyoe. and yes even my friends. except phuong and ashley. them to are my really good friends but everyone else i dont even want to see them or talk to them. they piss me off and most of them are younger then me.