and then i realised that you're fucked and i'm tired

[lollyjmonster]

lost a friend to cocaine
couple friends to smack
troubled hearts map deserts
and they rarely do come back

lost a friend to oceans
lost a friend to hills
lost a friend to suicide
lost a friend to pills
lost a friend to monsters
lost a friend to shame
lost a friend to marriage
lost a friend to blame

lost a friend to woooooorrryy and
lost a friend to weaaaalth
lost a friend to stubborn pride
and then i lost myself

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i love you.