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Aug 24, 2005 20:16

Why do I have to make sure and sign up for the PSAT before September 2? So I can be a national merit finalist. And be the best at everything. And go to the best school. And get the best job, where you do the least amount of work for the most amount of money. And make enough money to make myself look good. And get the perfect man. And therefore live up to everyone's expectations. And therefore be a good person.

Or so they tell me.

And there is a 23 year old man hitting on me on the internet as we speak. Why? Gross gross. And creepy. Why would I even consider dating someone who's illegal. And who i met on the internet. And why does he think i'm worth his time? Or he's worth mine??

Ugh.

Mkay. I'm not emo. Maybe I am. There's a lot I want to tell people. Specific people. Like, people who live in Newnan, Georgia. And not people who live in Owensboro, KY. And I guess i could tell them here. Or on the internet. Or on the phone. But it wouldn't come close to even STARTING to say what I want to.

So I don't think I'm going to try...but I can't just not talk about stuff. It doesn't work, so I end up trying to tell my "friends," and they don't get it, and it bums me out more. So I'm stuck.

No more of this. I'm going to go do MORE HOMEWORK, HOORAY.
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