Sep 11, 2014 22:11
relived and mortified at the same time, my friend/boss laura has clicked on. had to go and see a doctor yesterday who said i have bulimia.. who knows?!
on a positive note i am 8 stone 4.5 lbs now. not too far to go (although i have told a little white lie which is that "i'm happy how i am and don't want to lose any more" ) haha who am i fooling!
emotions running high at the minute.
Don't like being lonely, but when people intefer i just want the worldd to fuck off!
i'm such a bitch - i deserve to be hurting myself.
night x