May 30, 2005 22:14
And I've hit a new low. I can't even begin to explain what the hell is going on with me. I'm just all the time distracted and worrying about things that, ya, maybe I should be worrying about, but not this worried. I don't know. Right now, I feel very much like crying. I just wish I knew what was going on.
Oh well... Happy summer everyone! Looks like this is going to be an interesting one. There are a few things I can't wait to see how they play out. I have no definate plans, so I could be doing anything at any given point. Scratch that. I am definately going to NY for like 5 days, and my family might go again too. I will at some point be spending 2-3 weeks in Dallas with my brother. And MAYBE Tara and I are going to go on some kind of road trip if we can get all the details ironed out :P So far I have been out for like a full 2 weeks, and I have been spending WAY too much time at the school. I'm muralling Mr. Ballew's wall, and possibly the wall above the officer board in the theatre hall. I have two more "optional" work days this week *goody*, during which it will be sheer painting for me from 10am-2pm. Ya--yay...
I need to get in touch with Sarah, I still have her birthday present. I need to track down Steph, because she and I need to hang out. I have to get Kelly on the phone to get my damn movie back, and get her a birthday present too.
I'm getting an iPod mini [in blue] :) It's going to be here in like-- 2 days. Just in time to get CDs ripped to go to NY with me :)
I think I'm happy... Some of the time.