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[lolly2791]

I need to chill out for a while. My dad got me worked up in the car today when he picked me up and I sparatically started crying when I got into my room. Like sobbing crying. Like the last time I cried with such self loathing I almost-- did something bad. <--Not trying to get attention. Anyway, I need to get a break soon or some shit. Like really, I can't keep going. At some point everyone drops the bricks their carrying, I just can't seem to make mine fall out of my hands. It's just hell... When I start crying alone on the floor of my room because I don't know what I am going to do with myself post-highschool, something is seriously fucked up. Why the hell am I even beginning to worry about that right now? There's so much more to take care of this day, this month, for God's sake-- This YEAR. I may stop writing in here for a while... I have found a good outlet that talks back...

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO SEE NIGHT OF SCENES IN THE BLACKBOX ON APRIL 28,29, & MAY 2!!!!