May 21, 2005 17:58
does anyone here like puddle of mudd? i like this song. it explains how i feel right now.
"Blurry"
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
it's my parent's anniversary and my dad and mom haven't been home all day which has been a relief i don't think i could take another day of my dad being ere and fucking yeling at me for stupid shit then telling me to go to hell. sigh....
i have a really bad headache. i think it's a migraine it hurts so bad i think i'm going to cry. i can't believe i'm actually saying this but I'm glad my mom's sending me to therapy. I can't take any more of this bullshit. and the one person i thought i could talk to i barley ever see anymore. and my other best friend moved. so how am i supposed to be"open" if i have nobody to be "open" with? oh god i think i need to lye down before my head explodes. I'm going to go to the emergency room if it gets any worse. on a rictor scale of 1- 10 10 being the worse 1 being like barley even feeling it my head ache is a 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. i gotta go bub byez,
Mehriya