oh my love..please don't cry...

[lollixpops]

i think my meds are not working. i am like...up n down again. and i can't sleep good anymore. *sigh*

i don't wanna go on a higher dosage...well its gunna be kinda good bc i'll get even skinnier...but also then i will have more of the other shit.

i'm numb right now. and i feel sick to my tummy....