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im so sad..my cat is missing:((( yesterday when i left she was here, and the only thing i can think of is she got outside. she got out before, but came back. im scared she got hit by a car, or someone took her:(((
and then a lady i worked with died...she got sick a few months back with cancer. she was doing so good, but i guess her kidneys failed. so things just suck today.
i am off tomorrow though. i thought i had a wedding to go to, but turns out its not until the 30th! lol. stupid me. oh well. saturday we might go out to see erics cousins band play at a bar. we need to get out. but thats if we can come up with the money to do so. we have been so broke its not even funny. i had $50 on me today..thats it until next wednesday, and i had to buy austin shoes because its getting chilly outside now and all he has are sandals. so that was $15. i dont know what to do. and then im adding him to my insurance at work because he was denied medicaid. that fucking pissed me off. we barely get by, and they say we make too much money. haha whatever. they go by gross income too, which is fucking retarded, because you dont see that money. after taxes its a big difference. so with me and him on the insurance, its $98 a paycheck. so $200 a month. grrrrr. but he needs it, so what can ya do.
he is going to the doctor next tuesday..well not really a doctor. i called the schools here for special teachers and told them about things hes not doing yet, etc. , so hes going for an evaluation so they can help him, and get him into preschool. i hope he cooperates lol. hes a stubborn ass like his mom.
well thats all for now, im gonna go look for the cat some more. :(
and i didnt forget about anyone..its weird cuz i thought about you guys all the time lol..wondering like what you were doing, and how things were, yadda yadda hah how sappy.
and then a lady i worked with died...she got sick a few months back with cancer. she was doing so good, but i guess her kidneys failed. so things just suck today.
i am off tomorrow though. i thought i had a wedding to go to, but turns out its not until the 30th! lol. stupid me. oh well. saturday we might go out to see erics cousins band play at a bar. we need to get out. but thats if we can come up with the money to do so. we have been so broke its not even funny. i had $50 on me today..thats it until next wednesday, and i had to buy austin shoes because its getting chilly outside now and all he has are sandals. so that was $15. i dont know what to do. and then im adding him to my insurance at work because he was denied medicaid. that fucking pissed me off. we barely get by, and they say we make too much money. haha whatever. they go by gross income too, which is fucking retarded, because you dont see that money. after taxes its a big difference. so with me and him on the insurance, its $98 a paycheck. so $200 a month. grrrrr. but he needs it, so what can ya do.
he is going to the doctor next tuesday..well not really a doctor. i called the schools here for special teachers and told them about things hes not doing yet, etc. , so hes going for an evaluation so they can help him, and get him into preschool. i hope he cooperates lol. hes a stubborn ass like his mom.
well thats all for now, im gonna go look for the cat some more. :(
and i didnt forget about anyone..its weird cuz i thought about you guys all the time lol..wondering like what you were doing, and how things were, yadda yadda hah how sappy.