Oh come the fuck off it. ALL of THAT emotional emo crap makes me so sick to my stomach it makes me want to vomit. I HATE IT.
LOVE IS A PIECE OF SHIT. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT IT. ALL IT GIVES ME IS A FUCKING HEADACHE AND THATS ALL IT HAS OR EVER WILL GIVE ME. LOVE IS SELFISH AND SELF CENTERED AND DOES NOTHING BUT OBLIGATE PEOPLE TO DO THINGS. LOVE IS A FUCKING DICTATOR OF EMOTIONS AND IF YOU DONT EXPRESS LOVE 24/7 YOUR SHOT ON SITE, THATS WHAT LOVE IS.
I had to skim through that whole fucking essay of crap because it made my stomach churn. I am sick of being sweet or nice when if I stop for one second im a "horrible person" because im taking away the love you had and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah crap crap I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
I said it to you a long time ago before and I'll say it again, THIS IS THE REAL FUCKING WORLD NOBODY IS HAPPY AND YOUR STUCK IN SOME STUPID FAIRYTALE REALITY THAT DOESN'T EXIST.
Like I said, I am not going to have my god damn happy ending so stop thinking you'll ever get yours. You were raped and that ruined EVERYTHING for you so far as I have anything at all to do with it, and you did nothing at all but just cry about it.
I WILL NOT SUFFER FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S MISTAKES IN LIFE.
I am miserable enough as it is and you can cry all the damn hell you want. I don't give a fuck if anyone crys. Crying is what spoiled people do when life doesn't go they're way, I deal with enough fucking spoiled people at work I dont need it at home too. So cry all you want it is not going to change a damn thing. I am miserable, I am always going to be miserable I am never going to be happy, and I will die miserable. If you don't like that and you don't want to be around that, then go home. Nobody is forcing you to stay.
I was going to try something else to see if I could be happy with what I could have but you told me not to and to stay with you and I did but I told you that YOU WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO KEEP ME HAPPY and YOU WERE OK WITH THAT. SO STOP ACTING LIKE A LITTLE WHINY BRAT NOW THAT YOUR FINALLY STARTING TO REALIZE THAT YOU CAN NOT KEEP OR MAKE ME HAPPY AS YOU ARE ALONE.
I HAVE NOTHING IN THIS GOD DAMN LIFE AND I DON'T NEED TO HAVE THE PROBLEM OF MY GF GOING BEHIND ME ON HER STUPID JOURNALS AND BLOG SAYING POOR ME POOR ME MY BF IS A HORRIBLE PERSON!!
LOVE IS A PIECE OF SHIT. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT IT. ALL IT GIVES ME IS A FUCKING HEADACHE AND THATS ALL IT HAS OR EVER WILL GIVE ME. LOVE IS SELFISH AND SELF CENTERED AND DOES NOTHING BUT OBLIGATE PEOPLE TO DO THINGS. LOVE IS A FUCKING DICTATOR OF EMOTIONS AND IF YOU DONT EXPRESS LOVE 24/7 YOUR SHOT ON SITE, THATS WHAT LOVE IS.
I had to skim through that whole fucking essay of crap because it made my stomach churn. I am sick of being sweet or nice when if I stop for one second im a "horrible person" because im taking away the love you had and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah crap crap I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
I said it to you a long time ago before and I'll say it again, THIS IS THE REAL FUCKING WORLD NOBODY IS HAPPY AND YOUR STUCK IN SOME STUPID FAIRYTALE REALITY THAT DOESN'T EXIST.
Like I said, I am not going to have my god damn happy ending so stop thinking you'll ever get yours. You were raped and that ruined EVERYTHING for you so far as I have anything at all to do with it, and you did nothing at all but just cry about it.
I WILL NOT SUFFER FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S MISTAKES IN LIFE.
I am miserable enough as it is and you can cry all the damn hell you want. I don't give a fuck if anyone crys. Crying is what spoiled people do when life doesn't go they're way, I deal with enough fucking spoiled people at work I dont need it at home too. So cry all you want it is not going to change a damn thing. I am miserable, I am always going to be miserable I am never going to be happy, and I will die miserable. If you don't like that and you don't want to be around that, then go home. Nobody is forcing you to stay.
I was going to try something else to see if I could be happy with what I could have but you told me not to and to stay with you and I did but I told you that YOU WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO KEEP ME HAPPY and YOU WERE OK WITH THAT. SO STOP ACTING LIKE A LITTLE WHINY BRAT NOW THAT YOUR FINALLY STARTING TO REALIZE THAT YOU CAN NOT KEEP OR MAKE ME HAPPY AS YOU ARE ALONE.
I HAVE NOTHING IN THIS GOD DAMN LIFE AND I DON'T NEED TO HAVE THE PROBLEM OF MY GF GOING BEHIND ME ON HER STUPID JOURNALS AND BLOG SAYING POOR ME POOR ME MY BF IS A HORRIBLE PERSON!!
FUCKING CHRIST.
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