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Feb 29, 2008 20:57

Ego; The mistaken notion of "I", a separate self, from which all confusion and suffering arises.
Jealousy; Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival.

Everyone is telling you - that the cause of your suffering is in your jealous ego.
Only you see it otherwise. Only you deny that to be cause.

Family. Friends. People who barely know who you are.
They all say the same thing...
Even the love in your heart tells you to give both up.

There is no rival. There is only a you, and a me.
There is nothing alive or otherwise that could change that but us.

If anything is a rival to this relationship -
It is the jealous ego you cling to as 'who you are'.

There is true, pure, illimitable, unfathomable, incalculable love within me.
It has always been there, and it always will stay there. And only ever for you.

I give away myself. I give away my dreams. I give away my heart and soul.
But only for you, but only for us. Not for anything less or more then that.

True love will always forgive. But only when you allow it to.
I allowed it to let go of vindictiveness when you first put your arms around me.
That same love will release all memories of pain again, for you, if you ask it.

Look to my eyes and my tears, and know that they are only able to raise to you.
Place a hand to my chest - feel my heart, and know that it only lives for you.
Kiss my lips and sense the radiating zeal that can only come about from and for you.
See that, sense that, know that this soul will only ever belong to you - dead or alive.

The greatest of all love stories begin in tragedy.
But end with the most sublime, rapture filled lifetime for two.

Proud people breed sad sorrows for themselves.
I give up on pride. I have no need for it in love.
I no longer will be the bearer, the creator of sorrow.
Let it go. Let it go as I have for you.

"You said I killed you - haunt me, then!
The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe.
I know that ghosts have wandered on earth.
Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad!
Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!"
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