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I dont have a guess as to how many nights this is of night terror/sleep paralysis followed by not sleeping for a long time.
I guess its called hypervigilance and its a PTSD thing? Did I already post about this? My brain isn't working all the way.
Med changes now. Should b helping soon. For now everything is hell.
Tonight it was men breaking into the apartment and plunging swords through my body. I tried to turn into my world of Warcraft character so that I could fight back, but by that point I was awake and frozen staring swirling terrifying nonsense. It almost seems funny now, except that my heart is still beating really fast anf i cant stop looking at the door.
Counseling appointment thisbweek. Maybe I won't miss it this time.
I guess its called hypervigilance and its a PTSD thing? Did I already post about this? My brain isn't working all the way.
Med changes now. Should b helping soon. For now everything is hell.
Tonight it was men breaking into the apartment and plunging swords through my body. I tried to turn into my world of Warcraft character so that I could fight back, but by that point I was awake and frozen staring swirling terrifying nonsense. It almost seems funny now, except that my heart is still beating really fast anf i cant stop looking at the door.
Counseling appointment thisbweek. Maybe I won't miss it this time.