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Lately, I've been thinking back over the course of the last two years and it really amazes me. I think that I've grown so much as a person and realized so much. It's crazy...how many things can change within such a short time period.
I know now that I'm not as fragile as I presumed myself to be. I do have inner strength. I just never acknowledged it was there. I've overcame so many things, some easily & others more shitty but I *did* overcome them and have became a better person because of them. & that is what is important.
It really astonishes me. If you knew me really well & for a long time...I think you would understand. I've always bitched about being this weak human being, but now...it's like I'm growing up and I use my strength and realize that I always did...just didn't realize it then.
I came to this conclusion about an hour ago & it made me smile, in this weird (people look at you funny) kind of way.
=)
I know now that I'm not as fragile as I presumed myself to be. I do have inner strength. I just never acknowledged it was there. I've overcame so many things, some easily & others more shitty but I *did* overcome them and have became a better person because of them. & that is what is important.
It really astonishes me. If you knew me really well & for a long time...I think you would understand. I've always bitched about being this weak human being, but now...it's like I'm growing up and I use my strength and realize that I always did...just didn't realize it then.
I came to this conclusion about an hour ago & it made me smile, in this weird (people look at you funny) kind of way.
=)