Jan 12, 2005 16:10
So, I finally grasp a hold to the reality of life as it is right now, and WHAMMO! Something else arrives to make the race a bit more difficult, then Satan throws me another hurdle, and I fall, and then jump it... And then WHAMMO again.... Same thing. Maybe falling harder than the last time, But again, getting up saying a quick one, and running at it again.
My knees are certainly scraped... But I'm still running. For how long though? Well, God is sovereign and true to His Word, so until He allows me to see His purpose for my life... Ugh. So tiring, and if I am tired now... at 22 years of it... I can't imagine how tired I will be in another two... Heck, on year... Let alone fifty or sixty... Ug, seventy. Dang.
Turban on my head instead of a helmet. Freaking krap. Jessie is coming over today, I asked her to bring her camera... She will laugh, I'm sure of it. I look like I just had brain surgery. *shivers* Maybe I shouldn't even say something like that. I can only imagine. LOL
Thomas is my angel and I love him. :)
I spoke to Jan a little bit ago... God love her. She must be an angel. And my mommy too. :) yay.
Please say prayers about finances... It sure is tough, and I sure need a miracle. I really, really need a miracle. Health too... Oye.
I have tired eyes.
Con gracias a los Dios (I think, LOL)
Rachel