Ha ha ha ha ha! Not funny! and yesh I know I spelt some things I just don't feel like fixing 'em.
Well, I'm in a very sad and blah mood right now and I hate it. I mean at first I was my normal weird self and then I wanted to take pictures so I started to and none of 'em came out right. And do you know why well I'll tell you why. It's because it's me in the picture almost every single god damn picture I take is ewwwww......gross.......RUN AWAY it's NICOLE AHHHHHH!!!!
And then I see all these other peoples pictures and their all nice and perfect shmerfect and it makes me mad that people look so pretty and gorgeous and could get any guy that they WANT! Like Halle for example she could get Ryan back like that and she could have no problem either. I mean she said that Ryan still liked her and then he said that he didn't but personaly I think he does! And GRRRRR!!!! And whenever she hangs out with him or when she's going to she HAS to TELL me. Is she trying to rub it in my face and laugh at me and be like "Ha ha I'm prettier then you are and I could get Ryan back like that and I can be with him any ole time I want blah blah blah blah" I mean I love her dearly but the things that she does and says to me sometimes about her and Ryan make me feel bad.
It just makes me so mad and she knowns that I'm still NOT over him yet and it's bother the hell outta me. I mean there's like two guys that I know that likes me and that would be Justyn and Andrew but EWWWWWWWW..........I would never ever go out with either one of 'em. I mean I'd rather go out with William then one of 'em even though William is quite big but other then that he's kinda cute hahaha! And then there's this other Ryan, he's quite chubby but who cares he's CUTE!
I don't get why some people just won't go out with someone if their just a bit chubby but they like 'em and they think that their cute. I mean do they think that their gonna get made fun of if they went out with 'em. I mean that's how Yari is. She was like "ooo he's kinda cute but I would so not go out with him." and then I said why not and she was like "LOOK AT HIM HE'S A BIT CHUBBY WELL ACTUALLY HE'S CHUBBY!" and I was like so and then she didn't say anything. Hahaha well personaly I wouldn't give a damn but that is just mois oppion.
So yeah I'm done here for the night someone try to make me a bit better PWEASE!
And then I see all these other peoples pictures and their all nice and perfect shmerfect and it makes me mad that people look so pretty and gorgeous and could get any guy that they WANT! Like Halle for example she could get Ryan back like that and she could have no problem either. I mean she said that Ryan still liked her and then he said that he didn't but personaly I think he does! And GRRRRR!!!! And whenever she hangs out with him or when she's going to she HAS to TELL me. Is she trying to rub it in my face and laugh at me and be like "Ha ha I'm prettier then you are and I could get Ryan back like that and I can be with him any ole time I want blah blah blah blah" I mean I love her dearly but the things that she does and says to me sometimes about her and Ryan make me feel bad.
It just makes me so mad and she knowns that I'm still NOT over him yet and it's bother the hell outta me. I mean there's like two guys that I know that likes me and that would be Justyn and Andrew but EWWWWWWWW..........I would never ever go out with either one of 'em. I mean I'd rather go out with William then one of 'em even though William is quite big but other then that he's kinda cute hahaha! And then there's this other Ryan, he's quite chubby but who cares he's CUTE!
I don't get why some people just won't go out with someone if their just a bit chubby but they like 'em and they think that their cute. I mean do they think that their gonna get made fun of if they went out with 'em. I mean that's how Yari is. She was like "ooo he's kinda cute but I would so not go out with him." and then I said why not and she was like "LOOK AT HIM HE'S A BIT CHUBBY WELL ACTUALLY HE'S CHUBBY!" and I was like so and then she didn't say anything. Hahaha well personaly I wouldn't give a damn but that is just mois oppion.
So yeah I'm done here for the night someone try to make me a bit better PWEASE!