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i overdosed on sleeping pills last night. i went to the emergency room.
before you ask, i wasnt trying to kill myself. no i just wanted to sleep. i wanted to sleep really well, so i took a couple more than i should have. my last intention was to hurt myself
my dad wouldnt believe me that i had only taken that. he was like WHAT did you TAKE?!!?!?
when i got to the hospital i was like- "i NEED to get drug tested" so my parents will believe me. i dont even think i have weed in my system.
horrible hallucinations. they gave me ativan so the hallucinations wouldnt scare me so much and so i could fall asleep.
it made the hallucinations nicer, but they just became more believable. for the longest time, i was talking to yasma, but whenever i looked at her, she was my mom. as soon as i would turn away, shed be yasma agian.
a lot of people were talking to me who werent there. i kept smoking cigarettes that werent there.
somehow i got home and fell asleep.
im afraid of how this is going to affect my relationship with my parents. this is fucking horrible.
before you ask, i wasnt trying to kill myself. no i just wanted to sleep. i wanted to sleep really well, so i took a couple more than i should have. my last intention was to hurt myself
my dad wouldnt believe me that i had only taken that. he was like WHAT did you TAKE?!!?!?
when i got to the hospital i was like- "i NEED to get drug tested" so my parents will believe me. i dont even think i have weed in my system.
horrible hallucinations. they gave me ativan so the hallucinations wouldnt scare me so much and so i could fall asleep.
it made the hallucinations nicer, but they just became more believable. for the longest time, i was talking to yasma, but whenever i looked at her, she was my mom. as soon as i would turn away, shed be yasma agian.
a lot of people were talking to me who werent there. i kept smoking cigarettes that werent there.
somehow i got home and fell asleep.
im afraid of how this is going to affect my relationship with my parents. this is fucking horrible.