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ohkay I wrote this a few months ago and well someone from my fucking school decided to read it... and.... bleh... anyway... I supposed i should post it...
"Its four AM and cassie cannot sleep... too much shit on her mindnes... warren and I have been togeather.. a month to the day... and hes in prison... I have no idea what I feel anymore... nor what to do with myself... I go online and talk to noone... Im like a fucking vegetable... I feel nothing... hell, cutting doesn't do anything for me anymore and thats partially all thats been keeping me alive this year... I want to feel and love again... I want to be who I used to be...
Cassie... the girl everyone loved... she would talk to anyone and everyone... and didn't care what anyone thought and loved and cared and cherished everyone... I'm not that girl anymore... I'm a cold... un-emotional... BITCH!!! it sounds crazy but its the truth...
I want the old cassie back... she want perfect but she way way better then this... hell I dont even know myself anymore..."
"Its four AM and cassie cannot sleep... too much shit on her mindnes... warren and I have been togeather.. a month to the day... and hes in prison... I have no idea what I feel anymore... nor what to do with myself... I go online and talk to noone... Im like a fucking vegetable... I feel nothing... hell, cutting doesn't do anything for me anymore and thats partially all thats been keeping me alive this year... I want to feel and love again... I want to be who I used to be...
Cassie... the girl everyone loved... she would talk to anyone and everyone... and didn't care what anyone thought and loved and cared and cherished everyone... I'm not that girl anymore... I'm a cold... un-emotional... BITCH!!! it sounds crazy but its the truth...
I want the old cassie back... she want perfect but she way way better then this... hell I dont even know myself anymore..."