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Feb 19, 2005 19:54

Well... I basically spent all day talking to alicat...

and for once we didn't fight... or have somewhat of a dissagreement.... which I'm so glad about... and we worked some things out.. and it seems there there is some hope in the future for us to be once again... which I am oh so mucherly and VERY excited about... '

I love her so much... I thought I had lost her for good... and that I'd never ever get to have her again... and I guess fate turned its wheels heh...

shes a little sketchy about us being togeather again... shes got this gut feeling that our dream of being two once again will blow up in our faces... but I told her to trust me.. and promised her that it wont... because we've loved eachother for so many years now... and just the fact our time apart has shown us how much we truely do care and love eachother.... and i guess.. the whole breaking up thing had a possitive after all... I mean sure... it hurt.. alot... but... it had its goods in the end...

I am so lucky to have this girl in my life... she means the world to me...

I guess... I have this strange feeling she wasn't fully open with me... but maybe thats just me being paranoid...

heh... this all seems like a dream...

hell, even my little sister let us talk... lol for this long... n its been like 2 hours since my little sister was supposed to come on... so I guess... its all fate?

I mean I've never really thought like this deeply about fate... but maybe it is ya know?...

eh who knows... hopefully tomorrow I shall put a little story thingie I wrote on friday in here... so thats I guess a "Upcoming Feature" heh....

but don't be too excited because it may be triggering to some people who Self-Harm or even those who find any form of SI gross... heh... so yea.. its a little depressing... so don't say I didn't warn you!!!

uh ok... I should get going...

take care peoples!!!

<333cassie
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