The last few days
Well on November 30th was Jesse's and I three month. But today we're in a big arrgument. Over his jealousy and clingyness. He's jealous because I told him that I still love Jake. I told him that because I always will love Jake no matter what. There's nothing anyone can do to stop that. Jesse's asking me questions like... Do you love him more then me? Why do you love me? How much do you love me? And all that shit. And since Mike is not having a birthday party on Saturday I am going over to Jesse's. But Mike wants to hang out on Sunday. So I told Mike that I would. And I think he is coming over on December 7th to meet my mom and I think he is driving me home. OH! And Jesse is thinking that I am using him. I would really like to know where he got that idea. I do NOT use people! He's thinking that because I don't let him do things and then I go right on and do them myself. He's saying I do things because I know that I can get away with it and that he'll take me back. Well, if he doesn't like me doing something then he doesn't have to take me back. He can just leave me. That's something that I would do. He's jealous of Jake becasue he thinks that he likes me again. I've told him over and over that Jake had his chance long ago and that it is over between us. I love Jake dearly, yes. But, I will never date him again. We're beyond opposites. Jesse and I are opposites but not as much as Jake and I. What Jesse seems not to understand is that I am an odd ball. I love Jake as in I loved him before Jesse. But now, I am in love with him (Jesse) and that I love two people but am in love with only one. Very consfusing I know. But yeah. I'm getting really pissed off. I slapped him this morning because he said that he thinks Jake likes me again. But I better go. Laters.
Chrysta Leann
*internet slaps*
Chrysta Leann
*internet slaps*