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this journal entry is going to be very random and may have some emotional and wierd things said so read at your own risk.
its pretty pathetic when im sitting here and reflecting on my summer and during it i thought it was fun or whatever but now im really depressed thinking about the stuff i actually did. there are many people that i should of hung out with more. there are people that i NEEDED to spend more time with. there are people that i should of spent less time with. there are people that could of taught me more. there are people that i would of had more fun with. i should of taken more opportunities and not let them slip away because i was afraid. i should of stood up for myself in ways that i knew i should of inside but didnt have the guts to let it come out. i should of followed my heart in 10 million situations rather than doing what other people wanted me to do. i should of done what i wanted to a certain extreme rather than doing what my parents expected. i should of been more daring and not been so afraid that i would of regretted something.
i said this to candice once because i wasnt sure if it made sense and she understood it so hopefully you all will too.
"i never want to regret anything. but i also never want regret not doing something because i was too afraid that i would regret it in the first place"
if you understand that then please give me some advice on how i can find away to have fun and do some stuff that i wouldnt usually do....but not ending up regretting it in the end.
well i doubt most of you read this but i meant everything i said so someone please leave a comment and give me some advice on how i can improve before highschool starts because i want these next four years to be the best time of my life.
its pretty pathetic when im sitting here and reflecting on my summer and during it i thought it was fun or whatever but now im really depressed thinking about the stuff i actually did. there are many people that i should of hung out with more. there are people that i NEEDED to spend more time with. there are people that i should of spent less time with. there are people that could of taught me more. there are people that i would of had more fun with. i should of taken more opportunities and not let them slip away because i was afraid. i should of stood up for myself in ways that i knew i should of inside but didnt have the guts to let it come out. i should of followed my heart in 10 million situations rather than doing what other people wanted me to do. i should of done what i wanted to a certain extreme rather than doing what my parents expected. i should of been more daring and not been so afraid that i would of regretted something.
i said this to candice once because i wasnt sure if it made sense and she understood it so hopefully you all will too.
"i never want to regret anything. but i also never want regret not doing something because i was too afraid that i would regret it in the first place"
if you understand that then please give me some advice on how i can find away to have fun and do some stuff that i wouldnt usually do....but not ending up regretting it in the end.
well i doubt most of you read this but i meant everything i said so someone please leave a comment and give me some advice on how i can improve before highschool starts because i want these next four years to be the best time of my life.