Looking back
I was looking back on all my old livejournals and I noticed that almost all of them were about the sad parts of my life. It kind of made me depressed looking at them. I realize that I used to be a lot different... Sometimes I wish I could go back to that time tho. I feel like I was more mature back then.
I watched Grey today and it made me really sad. It made me miss Western sooo much. I want to go back there so bad, but just to visit. I dunno if I could handle a whole school year there again. I thought I was really excited to go to Wayne, but everyday I think about how much better life could be if I didnt have to go to school. This thought kind of scares me...It makes me wonder if I am even gonna try hard when I get there. Then again, maybe I was never excited to go to Wayne in the first place, maybe it was just the excitement of moving in with my friends that made me excited for school. I hope everything still works out.
I've had a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach for a few days now and I cant seem to shake it. Its like I feel like Im hungry but I feel like I could throw up at the same time. Something is different and Im not sure what. I wish I could figure it out cuz I feel like Im a different person lately. I think maybe there is something missing in my life. There is a void that needs to be filled and Im not sure with what. Or maybe its not a void....just something that needs to be taken away or changed...
I wish my body would just let me feel awake for once. I was always a morning person but I duno what happened to me. Even when I have the chance to sleep in, I still feel tired...this is not like me.
I will miss you carolyn chin!
I watched Grey today and it made me really sad. It made me miss Western sooo much. I want to go back there so bad, but just to visit. I dunno if I could handle a whole school year there again. I thought I was really excited to go to Wayne, but everyday I think about how much better life could be if I didnt have to go to school. This thought kind of scares me...It makes me wonder if I am even gonna try hard when I get there. Then again, maybe I was never excited to go to Wayne in the first place, maybe it was just the excitement of moving in with my friends that made me excited for school. I hope everything still works out.
I've had a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach for a few days now and I cant seem to shake it. Its like I feel like Im hungry but I feel like I could throw up at the same time. Something is different and Im not sure what. I wish I could figure it out cuz I feel like Im a different person lately. I think maybe there is something missing in my life. There is a void that needs to be filled and Im not sure with what. Or maybe its not a void....just something that needs to be taken away or changed...
I wish my body would just let me feel awake for once. I was always a morning person but I duno what happened to me. Even when I have the chance to sleep in, I still feel tired...this is not like me.
I will miss you carolyn chin!