Nov 08, 2003 22:11
Once again, I am deciding to start this shiznits over. I totally forgot about it. We'll see how far this lasts again.
Today went to Tina/Mesa's house. Holler. Fun fun. Went to get measured for the dress for Donna's wedding its purdy but it wont look purdy on me. Got to see Robbie today =)I wish I can see everyone more often cause its nice, maybe I could ride the magic school bus. haha im gay.
Spiro's back from Jersey, I havent seen that kid for such a long time and I saw him yesterday, jersey has really changed him, I always knew he was a good kid. Christina doesnt understand him like I do.
Everyone's talking about this luner eclipse, and asking me if I saw it. 3 words- I dont care.
Yea so I sit with this kid at lunch, and he likes Christina (what else is new) and I like him but he flirts oh so much but I know he doesnt think of me that way and dam I wish I had good looks I really really do. At this point, I think I will remain single for eternity. I wish i could feel loved for once..i know im still young blah blah but still. But the thing with Christina she leads him on and he likes her sooo much and I feel so bad for him but you know shes a bitch because she knows she has the looks and she knows she can get any guy so yea.
Hrm..what else to complain about. History project that was given a month ago thats due on Friday, yea havent started that yet. Tomorrow and tuesday will be the days to do it but I probably wont.
Im actually online tonight and theres so many people on my buddy list and im not talking to 1 person. I would like to go bowling, bowling with d cousins and mengo is fun. Too bad i dont live in Long Island =(. Hey I could of went to Trinity but nope my mother has to be a #%^#$#%$#%#$#%$#$# I cant even find a word for her cause serioulsy I dont think anyone has a mother as effed up as I do. But I could write a novel on that so I think I should stop now.