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[lollier0t]

R.I.P TOKYO (November 3rd 2004)


you were one of the only things i lived for.
you were the bestest friend i'd ever had.
you were always there when i was down.
fuck. i missed you so much.
i wish i'd spent more time with you during the last week.
i completely ignored you. stopped caring.
now i wish i never did.
i'm so sorry.
please come back.
please.
i need you in my life so much.
i always needed you.
i love you tokyo. i miss you so much.
please forgive me.
i'm sorry.
you'll never be forgotten.
your memory will never be lost.
you'll always be in my heart.
i love you. i always did.
i hope your okay. i hope you can hear me.
i'm nothing without you with me
you mean everything to me.
where will you go
what will you do.
did you love me.
did you know i cared.
i want you to be happy.
i don't know how i'll cope without you.
i don't know what to do.
i'm lost, alone, confused.
you didn't deserve to die.
you weren't meant to die.
you were murdered.
by who. you weren't supposed to.
you should be alive. with me.
happy.
you should be here.
you were always there for me.
i'll always miss you.
don't leave me.
please.
never leave.
rest in peace. forever.