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without training without running away frm home on weekends really give me sooooooo much time to rot at home. yawns. im bored. haha. and this is the very first damn time in a billion years i have finished almost 90% of my hw and can relax like that :P i wonder sometimes this leg is a blessing in disguise.
i think ive become more sensible over the hols cuz i got so much time to think of what i truly want. yeah, cuz of a stupid fracture, im forced to give up floorball, but in exchange, ive got so much more time to mug and watch teevee and facebook haha.
decided this yr shall be a quiet yr. i shall settle down finally and fulfil my responsibilities of being a student - MUG! its so scary last yr cuz i started studying for promos so late n i rmb i felt like dying not understanding the whole damn econs and chem and bio and MATHS. its freaky to not feel scared when everyone else is freaking out and burying themselves in their notes :/
not say i have caught up with year1 stuff. im still shit lagging alot actually. but amazingly i understand almost all my lectures for the past wk. thats soooooooooooooooooooooo WOAH. sense of achievement i nv felt before :D
everything comes with a price and i think i really paid a huge price :( if i were given a choice however, i still wouldnt choose to break my leg. cuz i wldnt have missed out on so much. like ORIENTATION ): and i cant understand why ppl come up to me saying they rather be me and go for classes when i want to participate in 01 like them 0.- and i used to set goals for floorball like being able to dribble better, better ball control, much more accurate passes, let my ball get past jasmine etc etc i guess all these goals can nv be attained alr.
oh wells. like i have a choice like that. nvmnvm its okay. im gonna be fine sooon. the only things i look forward to now is ORIENTATION TWO. i really sincerely seriously really really really really hope i can go for this. seeing them having so much fun in O1 really sucks okay. but its starting on feb two and i really dunno if i can recover by then. SIGHSIGH D:
FEBRUARY FEBRUARY HERE I COME. i want to walk on two legs, and jump and RUN :) 8 more sch days before i get to remove my ugly boots (i hope!). lol can you believe it. HEEHEEHEEHEE. this nightmare will be over sooon :):)