Day #3
While everyone is happily training now, i am here at home staring into space and at my freaking swollen leg hoping time will hurry pass and i will hurry recover.
my pretty swollen leg.
and my brand new crutches..
ytd woke up and found it so hard to walk i was crawling on the floor. damn. and i heeded my daddy's advice to go take an xray in case i have any broken bones. yeah and so i hopped to tan tock seng and wow, they gave me a wheelchair. i was soooooooooooooooooo embarrassed. walao. wheelchair! D:
and to my horror what i thought initially a sprain turn out to be an ankle fracture. and tt doc described as a bone kena chipped off >.< and the first question i ask was when will i recover and he said 6-8 weeks. sigh, what am i gonna do. i still want to train after 2 weeks max and go for sportlight and go hongkong and theres so much i want to do :(
i cant believe this is happening to me. i still want to go for class outing and watch my movies and go shopping. i thought this is probably the answer to whether i should quit fb or council since my daddy insists i quit one. i alr decided on quitting council aft so much consideration but now if this stupid fractured leg means missing 2 months of training, i might as well give up on fb. everyone is gonna become so pro when i go back and i will end up pulling them down..
gonna see ms chua on fri i shall see how it goes. i am so careless. i ran till i cracked my bones. sigh and everyone is training hard at valhall now im missing out on so much ): now i rather have a sprain and just miss 3 wks of training. life is so unfair. but i must stop complaining.
The will of God will never take you,
Where the grace of God cannot keep you,
Where the arms of God cannot support you,
Where the mercies of God cannot sustain you,
Where the peace of God cannot calm your fears,
Where the Word of God cannot feed you,
Where the miracles of God cannot be done for you,
Where the omnipresence of God cannot find you.
this must be His will.
i shall stop thinking and worrying so much and just concentrate on getting well first. i must stuff myself with calcium pills breakfast lunch and dinner so my bones will hurry join back. must gell well quick i need a miracle! :(