Happy Birthday to me!
Well guys, I'm finally 19 years old! Such an insignificant age, but it's still fun to be another year older, ya know? Heh. =D
I got lots of midnight birthday texts which made me happy =D I got phone calls from Min, Monty and Marly this morning. My facebook is overloaded with birthday wishes hehe.
My mother made me breakfast and then I was dragged off to church. I got cookies from Mrs. Churchill! She's such a sweetheart =D I got a few cards from people and then I went to talk to Pastor Rudy. He's so nice to me, yet I always close up around him. :( We talked about my visa situation and how my parent's behavior affects me and stuff. Rudy said that since I've been so stressed lately, everyone's been seeing a completely different side to me that no one has seen before. That's terrible. I don't want people to be afraid of me anymore than they already are and simply because of things going on at home and how alone I feel is being reflected in my mood. After coming to terms with that, I just cried. There's nothing else I could do. Things have just been going downhill anyway. This summer has been an emotional rollercoaster. Maybe I'll be happier soon!
On a happier note, Kathy came over and had lunch with me and played a little Brawl. I'm gonna miss Kathy T_T I'm probably going to see her next weekend, but still...I'm gonna miss her and Min and just everyone!! Wah!!
Kathy gave me such a cute present! Tank tops and an absolutely adorable scarf from Free People! I love it! She even made this awesome card that made me cry too ( I've been crying all day!) I was happy to finally open it though! Haha, it's been here for 2 weeks and I've been so tempted to open it.
Oh I need to open my dad's card. I didn't want to open it before because I sensed that it was going to be something that would make me cry as well and I didn't feel like having puffy eyes before Kathy came hehe.
I'll post more later!
I got lots of midnight birthday texts which made me happy =D I got phone calls from Min, Monty and Marly this morning. My facebook is overloaded with birthday wishes hehe.
My mother made me breakfast and then I was dragged off to church. I got cookies from Mrs. Churchill! She's such a sweetheart =D I got a few cards from people and then I went to talk to Pastor Rudy. He's so nice to me, yet I always close up around him. :( We talked about my visa situation and how my parent's behavior affects me and stuff. Rudy said that since I've been so stressed lately, everyone's been seeing a completely different side to me that no one has seen before. That's terrible. I don't want people to be afraid of me anymore than they already are and simply because of things going on at home and how alone I feel is being reflected in my mood. After coming to terms with that, I just cried. There's nothing else I could do. Things have just been going downhill anyway. This summer has been an emotional rollercoaster. Maybe I'll be happier soon!
On a happier note, Kathy came over and had lunch with me and played a little Brawl. I'm gonna miss Kathy T_T I'm probably going to see her next weekend, but still...I'm gonna miss her and Min and just everyone!! Wah!!
Kathy gave me such a cute present! Tank tops and an absolutely adorable scarf from Free People! I love it! She even made this awesome card that made me cry too ( I've been crying all day!) I was happy to finally open it though! Haha, it's been here for 2 weeks and I've been so tempted to open it.
Oh I need to open my dad's card. I didn't want to open it before because I sensed that it was going to be something that would make me cry as well and I didn't feel like having puffy eyes before Kathy came hehe.
I'll post more later!