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Ugh, I don't know, man.
Lately I've had this weird...Brian relapse. Or at least in my mind, I've been trying to. I don't know. Seeing him still throws my stomach for a loop, but the loop just isn't as big. I should be happy that I can look at him with no reaction, but at the same time...it makes me kind of sad. I feel like I don't want to be over him. Like if I ever fully do, part of me will just...die and wither away.
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I really have no clue what to do or think or feel. Ever.
Lately I've had this weird...Brian relapse. Or at least in my mind, I've been trying to. I don't know. Seeing him still throws my stomach for a loop, but the loop just isn't as big. I should be happy that I can look at him with no reaction, but at the same time...it makes me kind of sad. I feel like I don't want to be over him. Like if I ever fully do, part of me will just...die and wither away.
a;ldkfj;adkf;akd
I really have no clue what to do or think or feel. Ever.