Sick for Three Days and a Headache

Mar 27, 2008 23:26

OkAy.

I'm sick of these people who think the way that they do things is soooo much better than the way that I do/want to do things. I say something, and then they list off this entire fucking BIBLE of "reasons" why they do it their way then add in the "I'd rather ______, than _______" and I'm like "Yeah... and? Good for you. I honestly don't care."

Of course, I don't say that out loud, I'm a little more tactful than that, unlike a few people I know. I understand that I shouldn't have to deal with it and I should speak my mind at times, or that I should stand up for crap and la-dee-dah, but it's an issue of picking your battles wisely.

Why the hell should I generate all this rage and drama for something that isn't honestly worth my time? Let them preach their sutras of "This is How I Do It and This Is Why IT'S AWESOME." I don't have to listen to it, I can tune it out, so why should I worry myself about telling them off when it's just much easier to let them ramble ramble about their way and I'll have mine done before they can even finish their lecture. (Yay run on sentences).

Oh, and my favorite thing, is when they add "XD" into it. It's like "See look, by putting XD into the onslaught of random text with no punctuation or any kind of break to make reading this easier, it makes it so that you can't be annoyed with it. Otherwise you are a bitch."

HELL-O, XD does NOT make you immune to being an asshole.

"Haha, Well you see, I'd rather ________ than _______ XD because _____________________________________________________________
_____________________________________________________________
_____________________________________________________________ XDDD"

No, you are still an asshole for basically saying that my way of going about things sucks and yours is better therefore everyone should re-create themself in your image and all would be well in the world. SO-RRY, that's not how it works and that's just how it is. People are going to disagree with you and when that happens you need to learn it's not a personal attack on your physical BEING.

I hate these people that when you make a counter-acting point to see how they view it, they think you're trying to convert them into a sado-masochist and instantly start screaming and yelling at you for being close-minded and retarded.

WHAT.THE.HELL!?

Can you see why I'm getting headaches? Mur.

Bad mood lately. It's been set since the con basically. Enjoying myself, to wanting to tear my hair out in worry, to feeling like shit because I can't do much to help, to trying to block my empathy-tendencies so that I can make it so other people don't start worrying about ME, to being fucking SICK.

And all this started with... being fired last Thursday. HAHAHAHAHA ISN'T THAT A KICK?

I'm going insane... where's the vodka? Uggh, that'd make my head hurt worse wouldn't it? Ah well, maybe some apple juice and sleep is really all I need.

Because I honestly can't handle anything else on my plate at the moment. I love being there for my friends, I really, really do.

But I HATE it, when (even over AIM) I'm getting that feeling like the other person is staring at me, expecting something out of me that I have no idea what the heck it is. And then when I don't deliver they think that I'm plotting to take a steak knife to their chest.

Meh...meh....meh.... just kill me now and don't revive me until after school is out, please.

~Gizzy/Heika
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