Can I be a betch for a moment??
Okay, I love this "friend" of mine.
Today she comes on at around 10:30 at night and IMs me with a *waves* so I go Hi *yawns*.
Now, this week has been a VERY long one, and very tiring on my part. I had four projects due (including like 2 essays and a short story) this week, plus an early actions application was due to Emerson on Thursday.
Her statement, "You're tired all ready?" and I say what I just said here. And she's like
"you know what? just enjoy school while you're still in it, cause the work force sucks worse. You think it's so rough now, try tripling it, and you'll understand how i feel."
Now I understand the "real world" is rougher and tougher than what I have to deal with now, but seeing as I am only 17, you cannot compare the two of us (she's like... in her mid -twenties???)
And she's going on and on about wishing to be back in high school and how I should enjoy it and how it sucks being a full-time worker and on and onnnn... (Mind you, she works at like.. game stop and some clothing store)
Personally, and this is where I may sound like a total bitch, I think that she's bitter because she hasn't got into the kind of profession that she wanted to (She wanted to be like.. a video game designer... or some kind of artist or music designer... something along those lines). And now since I'm younger and I still have my chances (or at least I'm on my first chance) and she knows that I have a very good probability of going to my first choice school and easily getting into the line of work I want... she's bitter at me and wants to make me feel bad when I have stress that's normal for people my age.
By claiming I have no idea what it's really like in the "real world" and how the "full-time work force will suck" and "don't complain, enjoy school while you got it"
She also attempts to stop my from following my ideal profession (AKA being an author or a writer) by claiming her sister was going to go for the same major that I was going for, but then changed her mind and went to like.. the advertising major.. and then said after "I don't know why... something about more money" and then talked on and on about how her sister is set for life now with her and her husband and how she (my "friend") is jealous of her now.
Honestly I think she was completely merdement de taureau me, attempting to get me to change my mind so I would give up on my dreams like she has and therefore never be better than she is now. She does it a lot too, belittles me because of my age.
<.< I may sound like a bitch, but I don't care, this is what I see... or am I over reading it?
**EDIT**
Oohh, I forgot to mention. This friend of mine ALSO uses me to RP. When I'm tired or not in the mood she gets all put out and annoyed, but if she's not in the mood for an RP that I want to do... well that's just fine. She makes me do all the work in the RP, coming up with plots and all she does it have her characters react in a singular, phrase, not even an entire sentence.
And then when I have a character that I want something to happen to, she's so LAZY with it and cuts it off ASAP while tons of things happen to her characters that I need to come up with!! I literally have to pull teeth to get something interesting to happen to my character.
**DOUBLE EDIT**
Ha, I also forgot to mention, that a lot of the times she'll just IM me and be like "I'm in a furry mood" or "I'm in a _____ mood" and then just stop, and I'll be like "yeah..? and...??"
She expects me to take her mood and come up with a plot for it to state her needs of the mood. What the hell am I?! Her personal roleplay slave?!
Today she comes on at around 10:30 at night and IMs me with a *waves* so I go Hi *yawns*.
Now, this week has been a VERY long one, and very tiring on my part. I had four projects due (including like 2 essays and a short story) this week, plus an early actions application was due to Emerson on Thursday.
Her statement, "You're tired all ready?" and I say what I just said here. And she's like
"you know what? just enjoy school while you're still in it, cause the work force sucks worse. You think it's so rough now, try tripling it, and you'll understand how i feel."
Now I understand the "real world" is rougher and tougher than what I have to deal with now, but seeing as I am only 17, you cannot compare the two of us (she's like... in her mid -twenties???)
And she's going on and on about wishing to be back in high school and how I should enjoy it and how it sucks being a full-time worker and on and onnnn... (Mind you, she works at like.. game stop and some clothing store)
Personally, and this is where I may sound like a total bitch, I think that she's bitter because she hasn't got into the kind of profession that she wanted to (She wanted to be like.. a video game designer... or some kind of artist or music designer... something along those lines). And now since I'm younger and I still have my chances (or at least I'm on my first chance) and she knows that I have a very good probability of going to my first choice school and easily getting into the line of work I want... she's bitter at me and wants to make me feel bad when I have stress that's normal for people my age.
By claiming I have no idea what it's really like in the "real world" and how the "full-time work force will suck" and "don't complain, enjoy school while you got it"
She also attempts to stop my from following my ideal profession (AKA being an author or a writer) by claiming her sister was going to go for the same major that I was going for, but then changed her mind and went to like.. the advertising major.. and then said after "I don't know why... something about more money" and then talked on and on about how her sister is set for life now with her and her husband and how she (my "friend") is jealous of her now.
Honestly I think she was completely merdement de taureau me, attempting to get me to change my mind so I would give up on my dreams like she has and therefore never be better than she is now. She does it a lot too, belittles me because of my age.
<.< I may sound like a bitch, but I don't care, this is what I see... or am I over reading it?
**EDIT**
Oohh, I forgot to mention. This friend of mine ALSO uses me to RP. When I'm tired or not in the mood she gets all put out and annoyed, but if she's not in the mood for an RP that I want to do... well that's just fine. She makes me do all the work in the RP, coming up with plots and all she does it have her characters react in a singular, phrase, not even an entire sentence.
And then when I have a character that I want something to happen to, she's so LAZY with it and cuts it off ASAP while tons of things happen to her characters that I need to come up with!! I literally have to pull teeth to get something interesting to happen to my character.
**DOUBLE EDIT**
Ha, I also forgot to mention, that a lot of the times she'll just IM me and be like "I'm in a furry mood" or "I'm in a _____ mood" and then just stop, and I'll be like "yeah..? and...??"
She expects me to take her mood and come up with a plot for it to state her needs of the mood. What the hell am I?! Her personal roleplay slave?!