Lou lou lou
Man, G-tech Registration process is such a pain in the ass. I was trying for like two hours this morning to sign up for a full schedule until I was successful.
Three more classes left! Then Exams. Then done!
I've been so good too, I only missed Bio lecture twice, and nothing else. ( I really needed some coffee and a bagels the two times I missed lecture)
I'm going to miss Habib though =( He's such a genius. That man totally opened my eyes to mathematics.
Roo in 51 days; Lots of things, to do, and kinks to work out.
I'm trying to get some things together but there is an open searing wound that needs to be sealed for it's going to hurt my friends. It wont hurt me....because I don't give too big of a damn, but it will hurt them...and I love/care about them so I'm a little concerned.
Last year had a lot more 'fuck this' times then good times. It was a mesh of a couple different concepts that shouldn't have been issues.
Much time in yoga and self exploration of myself had led to no more 'awkward mental states' I'm very comfortable with myself again. I also learned that having icky people in your life, and icky substances will do that. So I cleaned all that shit out.
There wont be any couples...
I've got an open mind for it.
It's the last problem. I wont babysit...but I don't want to even HEAR about the drug issues. I just want my friends to be okay... I just thought people had grown past these ridiculous issues.
What the hell is wrong with a drink and a smoke? I don't understand.
I go to work, I fucking hustle for a buck and a dime, EVERYWHERE. I pay my bills, I go school, I absorb all that I can in the field of knowledge.... When all is said and done, when all is in its place... I drink my drink, and I smoke my smoke.
I don't do those things to 'escape' because I learned at a very young age, you can't escape from anything. You must tackle all your beasts head on. You wont win every battle, but I'm sure as fuck not scared. I've conquered the devils in my life.
I know I'm of a different bread, but why do people still HONESTLY believe, they can drown all their problems in substances? I mean really... do you think, its a joke when it's said 'drugs and alcohol wont help your situations, only make it worse'?
Just got to understand...you're the only person in your life who can make it what you want. Only you...no one is going to take your hand. Listen to the waves in your body.
Three more classes left! Then Exams. Then done!
I've been so good too, I only missed Bio lecture twice, and nothing else. ( I really needed some coffee and a bagels the two times I missed lecture)
I'm going to miss Habib though =( He's such a genius. That man totally opened my eyes to mathematics.
Roo in 51 days; Lots of things, to do, and kinks to work out.
I'm trying to get some things together but there is an open searing wound that needs to be sealed for it's going to hurt my friends. It wont hurt me....because I don't give too big of a damn, but it will hurt them...and I love/care about them so I'm a little concerned.
Last year had a lot more 'fuck this' times then good times. It was a mesh of a couple different concepts that shouldn't have been issues.
- I was evidently in a strange mental state
- Couples + Bonnaroo = NO! (there are many reasons why, too)
- I held all these high expectations for roo, and didn't allow it to be what it was.
- People doing drugs that they couldn't handle, resulting in a downer on my time, and a babysitting process
Much time in yoga and self exploration of myself had led to no more 'awkward mental states' I'm very comfortable with myself again. I also learned that having icky people in your life, and icky substances will do that. So I cleaned all that shit out.
There wont be any couples...
I've got an open mind for it.
It's the last problem. I wont babysit...but I don't want to even HEAR about the drug issues. I just want my friends to be okay... I just thought people had grown past these ridiculous issues.
What the hell is wrong with a drink and a smoke? I don't understand.
I go to work, I fucking hustle for a buck and a dime, EVERYWHERE. I pay my bills, I go school, I absorb all that I can in the field of knowledge.... When all is said and done, when all is in its place... I drink my drink, and I smoke my smoke.
I don't do those things to 'escape' because I learned at a very young age, you can't escape from anything. You must tackle all your beasts head on. You wont win every battle, but I'm sure as fuck not scared. I've conquered the devils in my life.
I know I'm of a different bread, but why do people still HONESTLY believe, they can drown all their problems in substances? I mean really... do you think, its a joke when it's said 'drugs and alcohol wont help your situations, only make it worse'?
Just got to understand...you're the only person in your life who can make it what you want. Only you...no one is going to take your hand. Listen to the waves in your body.