Later The Same Day :B
Ugh, it's so muggy and sticky D:
My dad left his phone here and called me from his work phone and asked me to take his calls and tell certain people this and that and have so-and-so call him and yeah. I played secretary for daddy today :B Not like I minded, I wasn't doing anything else, lol! Actually, that's a lie. I was slaveing over my pic for the art trade I'm doing with Kuni :P I really love that girl. Here's to you, kid! +blows kisses+
I had sort of an argument with mom this morning. Well, it was more like me being pissed off my lappy is still broken and her not understanding that regardless where I take it, I still have to pay money if it's a system issue. I can understand her confusion, but I had just gotten up and yeah. I felt really terrible about it and apologized before she left for work, but I could tell I really hurt her feelings. I sent her a text a few hours after she left syaing that I was sorry again and that I love her. So I hope she isn't going to have a bad day for any reason, but especially because of me.
I think Lee might have found out about how I feel about him. He hasn't been talking to me. I'd like to think it's just because he's getting ready to fly out to see his lady, but, that really doesn't give anyone the right to out right ignore someone, does it? I wish he'd say something. Anything, even if it is 'lol, sorry, can't be friends anymore 'cause it'll be weird' (even though thats really childish, but people got to do things for themselves). And I seriously thought I'd be more upset, but I'm not. I'm kinda sad, but I'm more sad that he isn't talking to me. He's a great friend, and I really value him as one. Regardless of us being friends or not, I'm still going to London when the time comes (not like he was the reason I was going in the first place, but it was a contributing factor).
Speaking of London! The study abroad people finally got back to me and I was able to get some of questions answered, and if everything works out and I do end up going, it's going to freakn' ROCK 8D However, I need 20 more credits before I can go IF I want to intern somewhere If I only end up taking 1 class each quarter, I'll only have 56 by the time spring comes along, so I'll be bale to go still, just not intern (which is what I really want to do). I need to do more research into scholarships and financial aid and all that jazz, and start saving for that now too. I want to go so badly ;_; It's both scary and exciting. I've never really gone away from home by myself, let alone a different country! We'll just have to see how it works out :3
I've been really into Emilie Autumn's Enchant album as of late. Her song 'What If' has been stuck in my head for a while, and at first I didn't like it all that much but now I love it, ha ha! I was listening to the lyrics the other day more intently than I usually did, and the song suits me so well. I really enjoy EA, she's a doll :3
Speaking of music, I was reading some Christina Rossetti poems, and they're so beautiful! One poem in particular that I would love to make into a song is her poem Bride Song. I would actually love to put all her poems to music, but as I'm not sure, as it I am now, if I could do them justice ^^;
As I mentioned in the last post, I've been doing some writing, and it had me start thinking about the stories I used to write with Lou when we were in high school. They were very explicite, lol! I was kind of think of maybe getting back into it, but I don't know. Lol, I might as well get it out on the table: I'm secretly a pervert. Don't tell anyone XD Anyway, I'll just keep writing and see what happens, lol.
Mom's home, so I probably should let her get on her lappy. Until later, loves :3
~ Si-Si