"I'm A Tree That Grows Hearts, One For Each That You Take"

[lolita_ophelia]

He's spending the month of August with her. In New York. And she's full Japanese. He might stay with her, or she might go back with him. I want it to work out for him, so he will be happy. But I hope they don't, so then I will be happy. I am so terrible.
I feel like I'm going to be sick.
Maybe one day I'll have the courage to lay down my cards with the Queen of Hearts face up.
I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't.

Just keep smiling.

Just keep smiling...