displaced
not having my own room to myself for two weeks has severely affected my psyche (wow is taht even a word) i want to work,but i cant because all my things have been shoved into the drawers.i want to scream and throw a tantrum because i havent been working and it is sverely affecting me but i cant because it'll make me look like a selfish bitch.
im not blaming anyone,im not mad at anyone but im just severly annoyed.at no one and at everyone.its not anyones fault that someone got sick and everyone had to fly in to take turns making bantay.its not anyones fault that we live in a small house.and its not anyones fault work related stuff are not going my way.
and i hate hate hate it when my old self resurfaces and all i want to do is stay in the room and just fucking snarl at whoever tries going inside my space.
ARGH.
im not blaming anyone,im not mad at anyone but im just severly annoyed.at no one and at everyone.its not anyones fault that someone got sick and everyone had to fly in to take turns making bantay.its not anyones fault that we live in a small house.and its not anyones fault work related stuff are not going my way.
and i hate hate hate it when my old self resurfaces and all i want to do is stay in the room and just fucking snarl at whoever tries going inside my space.
ARGH.