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XTUFFX
the gun is my hand now
burring my hand, twisting my finger
and you just stand there with you innocent eyes, when you say nothing you seem to say so much
you face is that flower the covers the scearpent
and this is the hour all you lies decay, this is the min. all your promises come true
all your others will choke and die
you words run through me like razors, cutting me, as i stand here bleeding for you love you turn away
you must be fucking crazy not to notice that i was heaven sent for you, you could not even look twice at me, could you? could you!
so what does it feel like to look at this gun, down the barrel and she my bright eyes behind the trigger?
so tell me about all those night i couldnt find you
it must be hard to be you, so perfect so beautiful
if you had just one fucking clue
if you knew i wont cry as your blood hit the wall,
if you only had one fucking clue how much you meant to me
if you had fucking clue that you were everything i dreamed about. but you dont and never will i never knew about this mediocre teen feelin untill you
i was thought the darkness they spoke of was used now its controlling me
kiss kiss
walking away as you lay on the floor in shock, didn't think i had it in me did you?