i drove today!!!!!!!
its weird..........just life i guess i feel myself little by little preparing myself to live alone when i shop for groceries i look around for things i need for the house or think what ill eat this week in a way thats detached from my current roommates i think im done being a live in nanny to the point that im going to make a huge life effort and change my situation its been almost two months since i watched her die but every feeling every sound every image is burned into my memory like im still on the street staring into the headlights of a policeman's chunky car as two men pull the white sheet over her melted body in the corner of my mind my mom said she understands because she watched a cat fall from the freeway