you never know what you had, until its gone.
well i've had a pretty good weekend. friday i hung out with mike after school, and that was good, like always. saturday i hung out with amanda and lauren. that was fun. we basically did nothing at all, just sat around the house and talked and looked at old pictures and danced and made macaroni and cheese. then we got really bored and amandas step dad took us to big boy at 1 in the morning. wow that was an interesting time. talked abuot things, i never thought i could talk about to an adult. he's like a second dad to me, and i just love it!
note to self and everyone that reads this: june 13th amanda gets her drivers licsense. she is the worst driver in the world. so we're driving out of her sub at 1 in the morning, and its really foggy, well first off amanda couldn't see where the road ends, and she almost drove straight into a ditch, but thats only the beginning. we're driving down baldwin, amanda going way too fast, and theres a red light, so she gets in the turn lane which is a green arrow, so she thought that meant we could go straight, in a turn lane! wrong decision, me and greg(her step dad) yell to her to get over, she runs a red light. then outta no where she stops in the middle of the road, thinking there was a stop sign! Then were coming close to big boy, and she couldn't see where the entrance was, so she goes past it a little bit, and realizes its right there, so she stops and does this huge turn to get into it. wow...what an interesting drive. I love you amanda, haha, that was soo fun!
im really sick of fighting with you. really i am. and i hate always arguing and feeling like we're gonna break up. i could never break up with you, and you know that. we're so happy together, but sometimes we just fight way too much and it brings us down. i don't know what to say anymore, i love you so much, and being with you is the best feeling i've ever had. you mean so much to me, and i don't know what i'd do without you. I love you so much, and i hope we can stop fighting, and move on from all of this. I love you with all my heart, and nothing or anyone can change that.
i love you so much mike. forever. xoxo