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Sep 25, 2006 16:00

I hate how I automatically adjust to "good" as the new "normal". Right around the time he turned six weeks old, Squeaky had around five days of perfect baby -- nice long predictable naps, and nice long happy periods of awakeness in between. Then he got sick with a minor virus, so a return to fussiness was totally expected, but now he's healthy again and he's back to newborn behavior, sleeping in little drabs and being tired and cranky in between. And a tired and cranky baby makes a tired and cranky mommy. It didn't help when two nights ago, Chuckles woke up at 1:30 AM and stayed awake until noon the next day. Anyway, not only is it all unpleasant, but because I wasn't mentally prepared for it, it seems TOTALLY UNFAIR.

I had a big list of specific other stuff to grouch about, but really, most of them are beyond boring, and many are trivial enough that I wouldn't even consider complaining about them out loud if I weren't so TIRED AND CRANKY. Feh.
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