(Eye) of the Mourning

[lolaxinxslacks]

heeeyy,

recovering from eye surgery last thursday (to correct a slightly lazy right eye). I have much to post but am not sure I should be straining my eyes to do it so...I'll be around, more when I can.

Comments

[beigekhakis]

awww take care. Don't stare at the computer too long

[lolaxinxslacks]

not a problem. I've just been lazing around listening to lots of spoken word cd's and sylvia plath and anne sexton reading their poetry for the bbc.

It's very nice.

[beigekhakis]

didn't they check out of here by their own hand?

[lolaxinxslacks]

Yep.

Asphyxiation, poor things.

Head n' Oven and Car n' Garage.

What a cop out..

You know there was so much more poetry to be written...

[beigekhakis]

Don't get too depressed honey

[lolaxinxslacks]

I won't.

I should just stop telling people what my interests are so people will stop telling me not to kill myself.

not.going.to.kill.myself.

drive.towards.thanatos.equal.to.drive.towards.eros

end of story.

[beigekhakis]

:( don't be mad,

[lolaxinxslacks]

ha!

I forgot

men smash

women emote

I'm not mad--it just gets a bit tiring--going from being called "Wenesday" and "thatpoetrychick" and "spaz" in HS to being called "toodark" and "akronusuperdepresso" in college and NOW people still think that--because I'm so open about my many strange interests.

I'm such the Wynona Rider in Beatlejuice "I myself am strange and Unusual"

rawr.

[beigekhakis]

I'm for you, babe

[lolaxinxslacks]

they all say that.

it's not so fun when I don't get out of bed. Or I fuck you senseless while manic and leave you for next to dead.

[beigekhakis]

uhuhuh

[lolaxinxslacks]

what was that?

[beigekhakis]

a neutral comment, since you seemed pissed at me :(

[lolaxinxslacks]

I really wasn't. Just miffed.

You'd know if I was mad at you. You really would.

+here lies the player beige khaki's+

you know it would be like that...with a shovel...