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I'm so stupidddd. Dumb dumb dumb dumbb.
All of my friends probz hate me.
Surprisingly, I don't hate me.
I just wish I stayed in a ... "controlled" state.
I love you all. & sry for being a douchebag.
All of my friends probz hate me.
Surprisingly, I don't hate me.
I just wish I stayed in a ... "controlled" state.
I love you all. & sry for being a douchebag.
It's not like I did this night after night and kept fucking myself over.
It was one stupid night and I'm not gonna do it again. And how can anyone tell it doesn't have sincerity? It's not like I can talk to anyone anyway without being called stupid or a dumbass. Okay, I can tell if they care about me. I know they do, but you don't understand the situations I have to put myself through just to be accepted again by my friends that I've known for over a year. I've had to do it before and I need to do it again just for a few people.
That night made me realize that it's a one time thing. It's not fun. It's disgusting.
& also from what you think, I'm not falling. I don't feel like I'm messed up, and I'm not. & if yr talking about "ditching my friends" while they were watching the godfather, I've seen the movie already. I'm italian. I didn't ENJOY the movie, peter said I could leave. I met up with my friends later. What I did in between was stupid. k? But it was only once.
People make mistakes. Haven't you?
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