& i wanna believe you when you tell me that it'll be okay.

[lolatheshowgirl]

i'm so. numb. right now. well no. numb isn't crying hysterically for no reason, is it? no. i don't think so.

i hate full moons.

i hate eating.

i hate bad habits.

i hate feeling such a stupid feeling.

i hate. just. everything right now.

& I wanna call someone and just cry to them about just... everything that is really nothing at all, but I don't wanna talk.

I think i'm just gonna go to bed.

bye.